what do i want?!

(Originally posted on blogdrive dd Saturday, February 28, 2009)

i am so pissed! there are times when i dont really know what to write anymore. There are times when i dont even know how to react. she's so moody, so impatient, so insecure! i dont know! sometimes it feels like, she wants me to be somebody else. sometimes it feels
like, she's not prepared to adjust for me. not prepared to adjust to the messy situation that we're in. sometimes it feels like she's doing things to make our lives doubly hard!but i am damn inlove with her! and sometimes it feels so wrong!